As for me, life’s going well right now. Not perfect, but I’m enjoying mostly of my days. I’m about doing some big projects about school and else. One is running on this Friday, the yearly inaguration of my Dance Academy, it will be fun and super cool. Of course im still in a beginner class, so i don’t have so many performs at it, but i believe all the senior will doing their awesome job and i’m craving for the time of mine doing like what they’re doing now.
I haven’t really had much job stuff to do since last week, but i’m grateful so that i can giving all my concentration to this Friday, and for my theatre rehearsal that would be perform in next February. I wondering how it’s gonna be like and wishing everything will be great. Because, yes, i do investing a lot of money in here, and for that money at least i could buy a lot of new things.. hahaha.. but it’s ok to spend it here, for a good marks and experiences in return.
I was so glad yesterday, that i’ve been told that one of my photos will be in a photography exhibition. yeayy!! i wish it will have a good feedback, as i don’t really sure which photo that would be in, but i believe with the photographer wouldn’t let me looks bad on his creature. About my new profession, i’m surely having fun doing it, i love photography, even that i can’t make a picture by camera though, but i had a passion of doing this, finding a cool-extraordinary pose and create a good picture of it.
From the perspective of money, yes it creates money, but not as much as the other job like usher. Well, usher could creates money by sitting down doing nothing but looks beautiful. The model should moving here or there find a great pose, hearing some critics from photographer who’s wishing they can pay cheap but get the super smooth model’s skin. Being an object for all time is makes you feel tired at some points. So for my point of view, being a model makes your body feels more tired than being an usher. Why i’m still doing this is because, it creates some art results. I’m so in the art world since i was kid. Though, i don’t even start anything, so i will create more and more of awesome artworks and would never stop doing this! You watch and see!
Of course there was a time that i felt empty, down, and numb. But in a progress of time, i realized that it was how it’s gonna work. Life can be so sucks, but you just should never give up. Keep on believing and don’t ever lose your passion. There would be some people trying to let you down for one reason, they envy and they want to be just exactly the same of what you are now. Never judge them, because judging people is sooo them, and not sooo yours. Get your pride on it but don’t get too high of it, stay down, however high you are. Big headed is a big mistake that would create a big failure.
The final conclusion is.. my life’s still being fabulous by those artworks. I lay my body for dancing, giving my soul on a stage of theatre and warming my heart in photography. What i’m doing now is mostly on my list, dance for life, theatre, and photography. I promise to myself that i’ll be better, also keep struggling and searching for the perfect opportunity so i could spread my wings and learn how to fly (—-> its sooo Kelly Clarkson. hahaha.) How great is Our God, i would never never ever stop have a faith in You.
